Week 5?

hmm... let's see. I slacked off this week. the most productive thing i did all week was finish wold's ID cards. Which equals a ton of homework this weekend. also bombed a korean test and a comedy and satire essay. whatever.

seeing contour tonight. people who don't know what it is, go to the 4 star theater and find out. Unlike crappy people who don't go cause they're too damn cheap.

Rally wasn't so bad this year. Actually, it was pretty good. hmm... what else is there? got my stereo converter - that makes me happy. and the this providence cd - makes me even happier.

Make Your Own Life's Meaning.

I would write stuff right now, but I can't. So I thought I would share...

Make Your Own Life's Meaning.

Camp Lowdown.

So it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. We had the camp to pretty much to ourselves for the first night. Stayed up and chilled with me homies. Then camp started. Met some cool people. Talked to people all over the world. I wish I could have talked to them more but I was teaching. Which wasn't bad. Gave me a taste of what staff would be like at Royenah. Senior year... fasho! Totally gonna be staff! Met the King of Sweden too. THE King of Sweden. haha It was totally awesome. Then chilled with my 333 homies. Then today, woke up late: 8:00. Cleaned up camp and left by 11:45. Best of all: No scouting stuff 'til next week! YES! so relieved.

Homework's definitely come back to bite me in the ass this time. No way avoiding it. APUSH war sheet, ID cards for two chapters, Comedy and satire essay, Physics problems, Pre-Cal homework. Damn.

Lowell VS. Lincoln
@ Polo Field #1 @ 3:45
Tuesday, Sept 26

Be there or be 3-dimensional. Come watch me warm up the grass with my ass.

Camp Sucks.

Gettin' ready to go to Camp Ida Smith.. seriously, the worst camp in existence. Only Class A, most of the supplies taken care of. Now all I need is dinner... Anyway, it should be an experience. I don't know what kind, but an experience nonetheless. In fact, its already started. I had to look online to see how to use a compass. wowie.

Damned be the homework load. Got an essay for tues, a APUSH test tm, notecards mon, lab mon, physics problems mon, and art tm. Speaking of which, I'm averaging a B+ in art. In ART! that's some messed up sugar, yo. Of course, not helped by mandatory benchwarming.. thank god no practice tomorrow. also gotta do sat prep and finish weekend homework at camp. there's probably more, but i can't remember cuz i'm all jittery. faaaack.

I just wanna let go and leave. Just drop my load, say screw it, and walk away. but of course, that's impossible.

Blast from the Past.

Soo... Yeah. Today is Wednesday. I've got an APUSH test and vocab quiz tomorrow. ID cards due friday. It's 1:00A.M. I just quit doing my Pre-Cal and went online. Still gotta finish and start APUSH. Wasted two hours bench-warming and then went to a recruitemnt thing which wasn't a recruitment thing at all. It sucks. Just think... no distractions, then I would be sleeping right now.
I also got the 2005 freshman yearbook today. I looked so different back then. I was pretty stupid back then too. So many things I would've done differently. It's crazy how much one yearbook can make me regret so much. But at the same time, I don't regret it. I'm glad that my freshman year was what it was. Maybe should've joined track, but not much else would have made it any better. I just think I would've gotten more of what I have now, maybe things would be better that way. blah whatever. spewing this crappity-crap won't do anything. just reminising.
I'm so stressed right now. Between soccer, homework, boy scouts, and camp, I've got almost no time to do anything anymore. which is probably why I'm doing this now. Especially since soccer seems to be a waste of time. Never start, never get put in. Played Balboa. 5-0. Dammit. Why wasn't I in that? shiii... Anyway, I'm screwing myself over by doing this now. And I gotta check SAT dates too. fcuk. Sometimes, I wish I could just sit back an look at the nonexistent stars. Or maybe the sun. Lookin' forward to monday!

Up and Down Again.

So Wednesday, got a much needed break from soccer. Didn't do much homework though. Then Thursday, June Jordon game at the polo fields. Played the last 30 sec. of the game... out of pity. Then yesterday, things started looking up. Much to my disappointment, I played the JV game at Woodside Priory. The JV played better than the Varsity, something that I'm proud of.

Also, in the last five minutes, I scored a goal on a corner kick. It got knocked out of the 18 yard line, and i went up and booted up, thinking I'd put it back in the box. Then it arched into the top left corner. I must say it was a very beautiful goal. Nobody saw it, and of those, nobody cared because we were up 5-0. But that didn't really matter. At that moment, I thought I could fly. It felt that good.

Then I took it easy and didn't do any homework. At 3:00, we drove down to Cupertino. I drove the entire way. I was so proud of myself. I think I'm getting the hang of this driving business. Also, had a reasonably good time with my cousins, something that doesn't happen enough.

I just got back from Cupertino. And now that homework is comming back to bite me in the ass. I've got massive amounts of Physics, Pre-Cal, Korean, and APUSH homework. What's more, I got to go to some training for the camp I'm volenteering at. Let's hope that God decides to shine on me for a bit longer.

This is not helping.

So today, I got a moderate amount of homework, including to finish Wold's ID Cards, as well as a APUSH and Korean test tomorrow. Not so bad. But then I got a soccer game. Guess what? Didn't play. Wasted about 3 hours of my life. Then got home and immediately had to go to the Court of Honor ceremony for Boy Scouts. I hate being SPL. And to top it off, I gotta make a menu for the stupid new scouts. Dammit. I think I'll hand that over to Mr. McG... Also gotta give up going to a game on Tues to recruit for my troop. And something on Monday too... I forget what, but it's important. Double Dammit... and I gotta do an Eagle project and SAT prep. I swear, I'm never gonna touch that. EVER. I feel so guilty for not doing it too... I think I need at least a week to get through all the work that suddenly magically found me in the last 6 hours. Preferably two. This internet isn't helping. Damned be the information superhighway.

I feel so bogged down because of this. Like I'm trying to swim in quicksand. But at least there's a light at the end of this god forsaken tunnel. It's... nope, got nothing. Tell me? Track season starts in Feb. countin' the days....

Question, Question....

Week 2. Getting used to the monotony of school. Along with soccer. Made the team. Got the uniform. I wanted 8... dammit Salvador! haha. Found myself wishing track would start again soon... maybe if I wish hard enough...

70% on APUSH test. Damn! Gotta work it!

Am I good enough? I don't know anymore.

Weekend #1

BOOM! Procrastination hits hard as this weekend, I was up in Geurnville with "family". Came back for "tutor" and now procrastinating from doing ID Cards and 150 word Korean essay. Oh and when I woke up in the car, parents were screaming at each other; not the best sound to wake up to. Saying something about moving into an appartment. hmmm....

Oh, Well in fact, Well, I'll look at it this way:
I mean technically our marriage is saved.
Well this calls for a toast so pour the champagne,
Pour the champagne.

P!ATD, people. DUH.

School: Week 1

First week back wasn't so bad. Got a mod 13 lunch.. and not procrastinating.. as of yet. US History is easier than I thought it would be. But pre-cal... mann, whatever. Made soccer, and SPL. I'm gonna die this year. Leaving for where ever in a few hours. 150 - 200 words in Korean what I did over the summer. Mine's gonna be like 15 words long. I wish I was better at driving. Uhh yep. That's about it. No angst today, kiddies.