What a Comeback!

Wow!! Obviously, a lot's happened since I updated last. Well today was a very good day. The only bad part was the B in Korean. How embarrasing. Anyways, after school I ran my fastest mile time ever! Sub-7!! Heck yes! I don't know the exact time, but I was in the first 25 and Spencer Cheung guessed about 6:15. Also, we worked on relays today. First set, we got second. SECOND! Haha, but then we got third or something, not counting the coaches but that is O.K. I'm content with today. I also recieved acupuncture for my shoulder and my calves. No more sore legs for me! No screwups, and a good mood throughout.

Another thing was that I was in a particularly good mood throughout the day. It felt.. good not having to worry about extraneous things like social life, projects, and spelling. Haha. Why do I worry so much to death when letting it all go feels so much better? I should let go more often. Thank you Anonymous, for the Anne Frank quote.. although it kinda ticks me off that I don't know who you are.. anyways, thanks. And I shall see the rest (rest meaning one) of you later. Alex.. OUT!

Out of it...

Helllo Wendy!! haha well, since she's the only person I know who reads this stuff, I do think she deserves something special. Haha. Anyway, this weekend is the first three-day weekend in a while, I must admit. I should be happy about that, right?

Then how come I feel so crappy? I do think that lately, I've been invisible. If you don't know what I'm talking about, I'm pretty sure you just proved my point. It's probably my fault for being so nosy all the time, but I can't help it. It's who I am, and I can't change that. And to add to this already angsty entry, I feel excluded as well. I haven't spoken or even had any contact with other people from my middle school. I really didn't expect to be the most popular, but it adds to my lonliness.

My last point. I think that others are having more fun than I can possibly have in my entire life. And I mean that. I feel that all that's left for me is to be so totally emo. So far, emo is living up to its rep: dumb and boring. Also, on a sidenote, I just wanted to say I should let loose once in a while. Nobody's been to my house in... I can't even remember how long its been. So in conclusion: If you read this, and you ever see me, please remind me to enjoy life. Really.

XD

A lot's happened since I updated last.. I don't even know where to begin..

Well... Yesterday, I got to be a ball boy for the International Game of Korea vs. Costa Rica. Korea lost though.. They should know where everybody else is when passing. geez. Anyways, besides getting to get to see both the Korean and the Costa Rican teams upclose, I saw some of the "old crowd" I guess, when I used to play Korean soccer with them. I saw Tammy, Gina, Andrew, Danny, and a buch of others I didn't remeber the names of.

I wish I still played soccer with them. They obviously haven't. They kept talking like they saw each other just yesterday. But when I think about that, it gets me thinking I'm speading myself too thin despite the fact that I don't play with them. I've got Track, Hapkido, Soccer(if I can wake up), School, and the social life that comes with school. Damn that social life.. If only I didn't have the urge to be friends with everybody I used to be friends with.. Ahhh I can't wait for summer! Then there's only sleep, soccer, and hapkido! I still haven't picked something to do during the summer. I think I'll get a job, but I don't know where. Anyway, I think this is enough to get you guys to care.. haha

A Confused Post

Well. I think I'm love-struck... I'm not sure from who or when though.. Or maybe out of it.. I'm not sure. But for those who think I'm crazy and should change my daily attire to a straight jacket, I have these feeble reasons. Does it really help that my current song is "Hopeless Love" by Daphne Loves Derby? I didn't think so. And second. Is it weird that I find this quote true?

Time out- I don't need this drama,
but I will take you back anyday.

~Ronnie Day - Outside

The First Week

Well. Welcome to the end of the Spring Semester of the year 2006... and it has been kinda bad. Drama seems to follow the average high school student no matter who you hang out with. And I think I should get my physical for track in.. as well as check in.. yes. Anyway. My schedule. Kinda late, and I'm sure nobody will see it. (Only 2 people look at this site anyway.)

1/2/3 - Sleep

4/5 - Korean [Cho]

6/7 - Chemistry [Rotter]

9/10 - Geometry [Costa]

11/12 - Health Ed. [Keyak]

14/15 - Driver's Ed. [Joyce] [2]

16/17 - Phys. Educ. [Louie]

19/20 - English [Stupi]

And so, in conlcusion, not a bad schedule. Although this might be bad for those who want to join track such as myself. I'll update if I come across anything out of the ordinary. High School Drama does not count.