Feb 17, 2006

Out of it...

Helllo Wendy!! haha well, since she's the only person I know who reads this stuff, I do think she deserves something special. Haha. Anyway, this weekend is the first three-day weekend in a while, I must admit. I should be happy about that, right?

Then how come I feel so crappy? I do think that lately, I've been invisible. If you don't know what I'm talking about, I'm pretty sure you just proved my point. It's probably my fault for being so nosy all the time, but I can't help it. It's who I am, and I can't change that. And to add to this already angsty entry, I feel excluded as well. I haven't spoken or even had any contact with other people from my middle school. I really didn't expect to be the most popular, but it adds to my lonliness.

My last point. I think that others are having more fun than I can possibly have in my entire life. And I mean that. I feel that all that's left for me is to be so totally emo. So far, emo is living up to its rep: dumb and boring. Also, on a sidenote, I just wanted to say I should let loose once in a while. Nobody's been to my house in... I can't even remember how long its been. So in conclusion: If you read this, and you ever see me, please remind me to enjoy life. Really.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

"I don't think of all the misery, but of all the beauty that still remains."
~ Anne Frank

enjoy life.