Survived week one of said grounding punishment. Haven't talked to my dad since said grounding. O well, not bothering me that much. My parents are thinking of divorce again. I hate this living situation I'm in. I've also gotta finish... what? O yea: Silent Spring, Eagle Project, and SAT prep. Damn.
Haven't been very productive. Woken up at 12-1 everyday, sleeping at 4-5. Gotta fix that. Well, been doing a lot of thinking since I've nothing better to do. I've come to the realization that I am a unique breed. Nobody else has the same musical tastes as me, with the possible exception of Gordon. But deeper than that, I am of a unique breed. Nobody else thinks even remotely similar to me, or has a personality like mine. I think that's why I don't have that many best friends. I can't seem to be able to meet people like me. It's a shame really. Being unique is tiring. I might be sounding a little cocky and aangsty with all this "unique" and "nobody understands" stuff, but I feel it to be true.
I guess I'll see everybody else when school starts then. To those who read, at the risk of sounding corny... thanks for caring.
Healing = Gym Class Hero + This Providence + The Noise of Summer + Daphne Loves Derby.
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Hey kiddo. :D Thought you might need a humongous *HUG*~~~ :D Don't worry about the uniqueness part because we all have our...err, UNIQUE times. XD (Even me. :P I swear, Heejin seems TWO HUNDRED TIMES more normal than I am. XD) But yeah. I know it sucks that your parents are discussing all the "divorce" stuff, but they still love you. They may also say it in front of you because they feel that you're responsible enough to hear them out. :T It's hard, I know. I remember when my parents fought really bad and my mom was always yelling about divorcing while my dad would kind of scoff at the idea while being a big bully. :T I guess in a sense it was life, but it hurt a lot. ... YEAH. So instead of being depressing, I bring you joyous news! :D I shall be in school before I head off to San Diego so don't ignore me when I pass you in the halls! XD Oh man, I swear, I'll be another wandering Speech. V__V;;; *sigh* Hope you enjoy the rest of your summer and the first few weeks of school as a JUNIOR~~~ ;D Be strong, because I KNOW you are~~~ ;)
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