Jun 12, 2006

A Stress Reliever

Here's the deal. Write whatever you want, to whoever you want. Don't say the name. Don't allow comments.

1. I hope I don't try your patience to its endpoint. If I do, I"m sorry. I'm sorry about being the way I am, but I can't help it. It seems that everytime I try to get close to you, I seem to loose my nerve and become your friend. Your ordinary friend. Why is it that everytime I'm alone, I think about you and how much fun we would have together? I guess I doubt I would be able to keep you with me, or that you might think ill of me. Or maybe it's that I seek companionship that only a relationship could bring. I promise to change, but until I do, just know that every spare second I have is a second spent thinking about you.

2. You annoying peice of crap! Why is it that you always have to get in my way and annoy me? I guess its that you don't give me the outward respect I think I deserve. If you did, maybe things wouldn't be as bad as they are now. Just remember that I will always try to protect you from anything you need protecting from, and that listen to any problems you might. I hope you mature into someone like me, but at the same time, I hope that you carve out your own path. Just remember, I'll always be proud of you, no matter what decisions you decide to make in the immediate and distant future.

3. I only met you this year, but I feel like I've known you for my entire life. I feel like I can be my genuine self around you and I thank you for allowing me to relax. You have quickly become someone whom I can call a best friend. Don't have too many of those. I don't give that sort of title to many people, but you definitely deserved it. Without you this year, I can't even imagine how much different I would be. So thank you for helping me become me.

4. You know, I used to idolize you. I guess I still do. I wish I knew you when you were younger, and if you were anything like me when you were my age. I'm just so curious of whether or not we would have been the best of friends or the worst of enemies. Hopefully, the former. I want to know the story behind your words, and the experiences you lived through. I hope that as I continue to grow up, that you continue to guide me through this crazy roller coaster. I'll admit that you haven't been doing a great job at that, but nobody's perfect, not even idols. But the life lessons you taught me have helped me immensly, and hope to hear more of them before I hit the road.

5. This one is to a whole group of people. You've been the most supportative group I have ever known. I'm amazed that I didn't know you guys last year. I admire you guys for being so great at what you do and that you give it your all everytime. Don't ever stop what you do. I'll be seeing you guys next year, hopefully better than when I left. I do believe that I have found my clique.

6. I'm sorry that I haven't seen you in so long, but I've had other things to do. I've moved on from this place and gone somewhere I can improve myself, not just my physical prowess, if it can be call prowess. It's not that I dislike what I have done, on the contrary, it was the most fun I have ever had up till this point. But here, there is a limit to what I can accomplish. I have to keep striving to better myself. I'll still see you outside, and maybe even see me to come back, but don't expect me to stay long or put my heart into it, because it won't be there. I hope the friendship that we have made perseveres, but if not, I'm glad I met you.

And that's it. If your curious about these people IM me one on one. I might answer your questions. Wow wasn't this stuff really corny? I think so too.