So today, was hopefully the worst day of my summer. First, went shoe shopping with my grandparents and my mom. Turns out that we meet George, a graduated senior from Lowell. He goes on to tell my mom all this stuff about how he and his friend Jennifer didn't get into their first pick colleges. This inspires my mom to rant and lecture me about how I should try harder and not slack off. Then we had to drop off my dad for his knee surgury. After his apathetic leave, my mom is again inspired to start ranting to me about how screwed up my parents are, then goes back to the college thing, then starts bashing me on how I don't have any idea what I want to do with my life. And then, she starts comparing me to my cousins who already know what they want to be when they grow up. And then she starts bashing the one profession that I thought would be worth while: architecture. Saying how it doesn't pay well and loads of other crap. She then gets mad at me for not being able to see and not being able to read an eye chart, because my vision got worse. Note that this was at DMV where some odd 20 people could hear her more or less making fun of me. So today, I spent a majority of my time being pissed off at my mom.
I swear, she doesn't want me to have a life. She basically said to me to grow up, stop fooling around (as if I had anyway) and think seriously about my career options. I mean, what the f**k? She gets mad at me when I never did anything and she complains about her marriage to me when I can't to jack squat. The worst thing is, I had to take all this or else I would've gotten into trouble. I almost yelled at her to shut up and go see a marriage counselor. Really. I think it's unhealthy as well as unnatural to be this spiteful of your mother. I think something is seriously wrong with me.
Pushing all this aside, the good things in my day are: I got some navy chucks, and I got my permit. Pretty pathetic huh? I'm gonna go sleep and see if that helps me cool down.
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